Oh boy, love me

actually i dun noe wad to post todae lolxx maybe can said no mood to post anything ba bcoz i dun noe why todae i had this feeling tat tell mii tat i make friend with desmond yong zhi or maybe the other boy which is a friend tat i make is a subsitute friend of him bcoz i wanna to forget him but dun noe how maybe is bcoz i scared tat i had no shoulder to cry on or wad actually the truth is i dun noe at all mii myself dun noe wad to do or maybe the feeling had bcoz he confused my feeling i noe i am a bad gal i am not like wad mindy or sherlly i am not wad he muz push mii away i juz wanna to stay beside him i juz wanna him to happy and maybe juz dun wanna to be from his sight but i.........................

i juz dun noe i wanna to be friend with yong zhi maybe is wanna to take yong jing new or wad i dun noe who i really like maybe i like him is all my illusion and my wrong feeling ba i regret noeing him and maybe desmond and yong zhi and darren................... i wanna to said sorry to them for leting mii using them sometime i juz dun wanna to be with him or play with him as i noe wen he is around she will be there too so tat why now although i went to tuition at yew tee but i wish tat i could see him and tell him or maybe play with him without her i wanna to go back to the back where i can be alone with him without any problem

but wad is done is undone so maybe i will quietly help him without tellin anyone ba i juz wanna to give up slowly without he himself noeing too but i dun noe wad to do i think nobody can help mii lolxx i hope tat this will not left a scar in my heart lolxx