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todae is a berri bad bad bad baddie dae for mii but this i muz tolerate by one month my duties has change again as now i am doing level 3 with randon and doing with sylvester and one more dun noe who aryanti i dun noe who is she is bcoz she is not here todae and i am doing the same at level 3 in the morning assembly for the whole month but next month i am doing at the front gate and this is the first time i am doing front gate i dun noe is it difficult to do a not i hope not and i oso hope tat i will not meet those rude guy and baddie too

morning assembly, i walk around level 3 to chase everybody to parade square for silent reading den i went to the D & T block there to listen announcement and pledge taking and sing the national and skool song den ju hung saw mii and keep doing some hand action and i dun understand wad is he trying to said actually he is trying to said tat IT lesson go to IT lab 4

IT lesson i learned about editing photo and it is called photoshop and it is quite fun and interesting too but before i went in to the lab harry suddenly say to mii tat muz sit in index number lolxx heehee.......

todae u had 2 period of math lesson lolzz it is so tiring luckily in between there is recess time but it is another tiring duties bcoz few ppl listen maybe they are berri stubborn as they will find excuses like go to the washroom changes their PE T-shirt or wad lah maybe now i hate to do level 3 in the recess time lolxx those who do level 3 in recess time muz be fierce enough to asked the ppl to go down to the canteen or go to the bench and wait lolxx why everybody is so impatient why cannot wait to recess over den come up to the classroom lolxx and i tink skool onli had one boys' toilet lolxx which is at third floor and it smell nice if not why everybody wanna to come to third floor toilet lolxx

but wen it is my recess time i did not eat as i dun had appetite and feel with full of hated as i hate myself cannot do something tat cannot make harry listen to mii or wad i hate myself for being so useless but tat is some nice thing darren care about mii as friend at least he much mii why i did not eat i told him tati had no appetite and he nodded his head and walked off

now math class again but this time we did not have a classroom as there is someone need the room too so we had our class at outside staff room all the teacher walked pass we will get distracted but we tried to forcus already lolxx althought dun had classroom but we had fun together lolxx heehee

okay tat all for todae lolxx heehee

sorri yesterdae did not post anything as i came back from my grandmother house is already berri late so i did not on the computer okay wad about now taalking about yesterdae

actually is nothing much as yesterdae is like usual lolxx meow meow sleep beside sherlly and there is a new friend i meet her lolxx she is anut lrene friend's daughter she is so polite and a nice girls too i think i am pleased to meet her lolxx heehee at least i had a great friend like her i hope tat i will met more new friend and oh ya i think 2moro i will be going to do duties with benjamin lolxx and i hope tat it will not be so boring and silent too bcoz i dun noe wad to said to him lolxx and it is the first time i am doing centre of the canten and i dun noe wad to do in the canteen lolxx and i hope tat we had a good time together or good in working together

okay tat all for now byebye heehee i dun tink i had a work to him lolxx

todae i noe something tat nothing loses nothing gain so u muz loses something den can gain as todae had something good and something bad as todae edward sis not do anything tat make mi feel surprise or shock lolxx but todae recess time i saw shannon he came to stall 1 but i did not asked him for his phone number lolxx as i dun noe how to asked and i hope he will asked mii for my number lolxx of course to contact mii lah

another thing is harry and his friend come and find mii todae and bully mii actually is not bully lah is said wanna to how to said actually i dun noe how to said lolxx

todae nothing much lah juz as usually walking home todae and but at the traffic light where juz outside inova JC while waiting for the red man to turn to green man ju hung suddenly look behiind at mii for a while

but surprisingly harry oso turn back and look at mii for a few time like calling mii to be with them or maybe talking about mii bah

okay tat all for todae lolxx byebye

todae i maybe learn something noe tat is muz sacrifice something den u will gain something as wen u read on u will noe wad i mean.............

todae in the morning i saw josey we walked in to skool together, as we went in juz nice th skool bell rung, so i did not went up to my classroom to put my bags lolxx while waiting i turn back i saw Edward and he smiled wen i looked at him actually i dun noe he is behind mii so i smiled but it is a slow reaction as i think i reacted a lot second after he smiled to mii lolxx den harry come and borrow chinese book from mii again i think he is lazy to bring lolxx

in the classroom i had nothing to said nothing happen lolxx until recess time i was doing my duties at stall 1 and looking at ppl buying drinks and food see who had cut queue or wad and wen there is no much ppl i saw tat emm.......... actually dun noe his name lah buying drink and dun noe went suddenly edward came and buy his drinks but i look up and see him and feel shock as i dun noe wen he appeared in front of mii den loolig at him with my silly looks but he still said hi to mii and of course i respond back to him lah by sayimg hello back den harry came to stall 1 to buy sushi............... recess over edward suddenly run i think not run is walk up the stair and say byebye emm........... i think he is saying to mii ba if not who else he say to there is no one around mii le ba but after tat he walk berri fast up the stair lolxx..................

but this make mii did not talk to harry actually i did not talk to him wen he did not talk to mii but yesterdae we had fun together of course with ju hung and jarren lah but todae i with somebody he did not play with ii bully mii liao le this make mii feel so boring todae

after skool wen i walk out the skool gates the bus had juz pass i hate waiting so i walked to causeway dun noe why todae walk berri fast till i did not saw them walking behind mii lolxx but i dun noe mii myself is so lonel and i am not use to it how i wish tobe with them but i am afraid tat harry will chase mii away maybe tat why i walk berri fast lolxx but i walked fast tat time i think tat i wish tat they will called mii to walk slower lolxx but i had gained something tat is at outside causeway ppoint going to cross the road tat time i saw jarren lolxx and we walk cross the road and at least with him i had some safe feeling lolxx heehee

maybe yesterdae i saw darren but cannot talk to him den god give mii ti asked harry they all to play with mii lolxx maybe okay tat all for now byebye heehee...........

todae in the morning i am not feeling like doing anything especially on D&T class i had no idea for my keychain holder so my face had not have a happy face but having such sad and despo face shown this time harry and jarren came to see my idea as my drawing is not berri good and i am berri tired to think of an idea for my keychain holder den i asked jarren to help mii think of an idea den he said lent him my sketch book to draw so i lend hi but he show it to harry and my first idea is an briefcase den harry tease mii and i ignored him and jarren help mii think of an idea lolxx but after tat i asked teacher to help mii of thiking an idea den teacher asked mii how many keychain should i put i said at least five den teacher said tat the specification said tat ia 2 to 6 keychain but den why i said less than 5 as 6 is not less than 5, 6 is more than 5 lorrxx den harry went to tell jarren about this thing i wanna to said wad the ____ he wanna i juz wanna to go back to my place and scold him and get out of the class i juz wanna to do tat to him but i think he noe tat he was wrong maybe so jarren asked mii to put back his sketch book and harry too tat time jarren said tat dun give him the sad look lah and wave in front of my face like i am daydreaming and wanna to wake mii up like tat after tat is harry i still put the sad look and he do the action of slapping mii lolxx but i am thinking wad does he do tat for lar..................

at recess time i am doing my duties in stall 1 && 2 as it is odd week if not i will be doing at level 4 block duty but tat time recess time i saw darren and i keep looking at him and said i will leave the choice to him see he still wanna to be councillor a not but i think tat he is berri happy with his friend den mii lorrxx.....................

todae i had photo taking emm........... i mean class photo i think harry like the best class informal photo is this year as got his dear ___ ____ over here and informal tat time she went to the place which is in front de beside of him lolxx so near him lorrxx.................

but i am thinking why he wanna to change place to the front as front he sit next to ___ ____ but he still change to the front as further a bit away from ___ ____ i dun noe why lolxx........

after school i and jarren and harry and calvin walked together to causeway and onli mii and jarren && harry && ju hung is talking together and jarren and harry and ju hung playing song haha i had free song to listen lolxx but why at the junction near civil center why ju hung suddenly speak of ___ ____ and said tat harry wanna to faster went home to msn and chat with her lorrxx humphxx but in the end of the dae onli left mii jarren and ju hung ....................

no............... no.................... is left with mii and becky after a while louis joined us and we went home and tat all for the dae bye bye heehee

todae is quite a nice dae to mii i juz wanna to said tat i onli had fun after skool as tat time i am walking with becky and benjamin with his friend oso walked but they walk behind ju hung and harry lolxx todae and we walk together and seperate and walk together again and seperated again it is like we are saying hi and byebye a lot time heehee but at least we are having fun lolxx

i juz remember tat who put my chinese book on my table without telling mii before going math class there is no chinese storybook lah but wen i came back the chinese storybook is on my table liao le but who dun wanna to pass it to mii personally before tat i lent ot to harry and design and technology class tat time ju hung and jarren come out first but i did not saw harry after a few minutes den he came out maybe is him ba i am not sure lolxx

everytime in tat group i onli talk to ju hung and jarren but not with harry but sometimes onli lolxx haiixx how i wish to return to secondary 1 tat time i had fun tat fun can't be replaced but time past berri fast now sec 3 liao le

i find it odd tat why harry is not with jia ling after skool liao le and todae before D&T class he did not see jia ling maybe i am beside tat why but this few daes can say tat holidae didn't they contact with each other or wad okay okay i dun care anymore about him and jia ling liao le lah

let's talk about shannon now he is sec 4 but this few daes i did not see him how i wish to see him and asked for his contact number so tat i still can contact him wen he is not in christ church secondary lolxx as he is in the express class tat why this is his last year over here already but how i wish to see him lolxx we had fun together lah

todae is not a fine dae for mii maybe for everybody in the skool bcoz to mii going back to skool in the new term tat mean i am going to have a new thing to do but this thing is making mii feeling the skool is new to mii and nobody care about mii

todae is a disappointment dae for mii too as i wish tat my friend can play with mii but they had their own group of friend and leaving mii alone but i had no choice but to emo by myself and do thing by myself si xian and rebecca had at least bother mii not like harry and calvin at least ju hung and jarren had talk to mii but juz a little bcoz tat time i am changing place and i juz bye to pravin and i walk pass ju hung tat time he said why u did not talk 1 den jarren is i berri sian tat time i asked him to chat with mii but he sit too far and cant hear wad i say but wen he went to sleep and he woke up i told him dun sleep and talk to him but i wanna to say something to him oso cannot lolxxbcoz he always did not hear wad i said lolxx it is make so difficult to talk to him lolxx

but luckily i had met hui yi at causeway point and we had some fun and i asked becky to go home first bcoz i long time did not saw hui yi already lolxx but todae in skool sometime i am berri happy as todae everytime i saw benjamin now he saw mii he will wave at mii tat make mii so happy actually at first he everytime did not saw mii and walk pass i will always tapped his shoulder or called him den he will wave and said hello or bye bye to mii lolxx

oh ya i forget to say about desmond to he dye hair and went to skool with spiky hair too but at first mr koa and mr ang did not notice him at first i thought WOW todae he is so lucky lolxx did not got caught lolxx but after tat mr koa caught him and asked him to go home and but his teacher said tat by 2moro muz get it done to dye back the black colour and cut it short lolxx

but evrytime i saw desmond i will feel like augur with him lolxx dun noe why todae silent reading he did not bring book he asked rebecca got extra storybook rebecca said dun have den he asked mii but i did not reply and he turn to asked si xian and after tat wen teacher is coming i pass to him 1 book and continue my reading he asked mii why juz noe he asked mii i did not gave it to him den i said tat u asked mii but havent answer u den u turn and asked someone else liao lolxx

but tat time i will still said about the workshop wad we had done and and the funny part tat i had in the semi workshop but i remember tat i for got to said tat desmond run away from yuki bcoz yuki always beat or pinch him but one time he run away and den step on his sandal and the front part dropped out and we all laughing but we all help him to put back but finally zakhir put it back with all of his strength lolxx heehee.......

actually todae i had fun in the morning but not at after mornind assembly lolxx bbut i oso had fun at wen benjamin wave at mii tat time tat all lolxx so i would said tat todae is okay okay lah heehee............

todae i had tuition at yew tee again todae mrs lee tell mii about meow meow again she said tat cried on the mondae tat juz past.....

the real tear on the eye it's eye is wet maybe it is bcoz tat dae is rainy and she is afraid of loneliness juz like mii lolxx heehee todae meow meow is a good girl and she had her dinner wen i come she keep climbing up and down on the table where i am sitting and she lay on her desk,where i am sitting next of her desk, she keep cleaning herself and mrs lee said tat before sleeping meow meow will clean herself before sleeping juz like her pet rabbit at home, they will clean themselves but wen u till them to clean themselves they will pull their ear and clean their ear berri fast wen i imagine tat my mind think tat screen is berri cute lolxx heehee pulling ear berri fast..............

WHOOH SO CUTE tat why i lurve rabbit lolxx but wen we start lesson i am doing my comprehension tat time meow meow keep jumping up and down and went in and out of the classroom and went she went out of the classroom to catch small birdy bcoz she hear the small birdie is chipping away but after a while she come back to her desk again and continuing to clean herself lolxx after a few minutes later she went to sleep but i think she is dreaming lolxx as her hand is like catching something lolxx her position is so funny and she continue to sleep soundly.......

about 8pm she woke up and jumping up and down to and fro from the table to the chair from the chair to table and she sometime still playing with herself lolxx heehee.......

but she is so energetic and she almost sratch my leg i was shock i jump up a little but luckily nobody saw mii lolxx heehee

todae i berri tiring dae...... we went to telok blangah for hiking we went to the new bridge i heard..... it is named henderson wave.......

this had two route the one at mount Faber road and the other route end at Alexander road but we choose the route which end at mount Faber round which is link to habourfront MRT station and vivo city we walk for a long time climb slope and walk down and up the stair den at about 10.30am we went to the hawker centre to eat our breakfast i ate porridge with salted egg........ Yummy........ it is delicious although it is simple but it can make mii feel full and got some kind of happiness but i think i lurve those simple and carefree life bah heehee............

early morning waking up sotiring but after exercising i feel much relaxing && having fresh air in the early morning isn't tat great huh heehee but i hope next time we had an whole family outing with my whole family although todae onli mii and my slibing && aunty irene and uncle boon hai and their children && aunty helen and unclee boon kain and their children with uncle boon san together but i hope more ppl lolxx as more ppl more merrier wad heehee i wanna to had my grandmother and all my aunties and uncles && with my family, my mother and father like this is den called many ppl lolxx and it is oso called as family outing wad and can had a pinic over there too lolxx heehee............ okay tat all for todae lolxx BYEBYE............

todae is the last week of holidaes haiixx so fast skool going to reopen again bu i dun noe whether i am going to see yong zhi again a not but i dun think so lolxx bcoz he live near his skool so he will walk home lolxx but i am taking bus so tat mean we will not meet again lolxx............. tat was so sad lolxx we can onli contact with each other by phone onli lolxx humphxx so bad not nice at all lolxx haiixx

todae is gordon birthdae...... happy birthdaes to u gordon sorry did not buy present for u but i need to thks u a lot of things heehee actually u oso got help mii sometimes lolxx at least the last few daes i am berri sleepy u will find things to make mii awake lolxx heehee although it is juz saying "hou mian jia liang ge heart.....so sweet........" but u will find a way to make it interesting and funny lolxx heehee..........

HAPPY TWELVES BIRTHDAE TO EUU............. GORDON!!!!!!!!

this video is wen i am waiting my tuition teacher mrs lee on 13 june onli juz a few daes back onli the cat her name is meow meow she is a female cat and wen i am waiting she saw mii and greet mii by meowing isn't it cute but this video is she lick herself to make herself clean and my favourite part is at 0.35 second tat time she lick her paw and clean her face WOW!!! SO CUTE

oh ya mrs lee oso had rabbit wen she bring it to the tuition tat time den i will take a video of it and wen mrs lee came she saw mii and meow meow together wen meow meow is laying beside mii lolxx heehee............ everytime tuition i will play with meow meow making her as if she is my pet like tat heehee she is a cute pet and mrs lee everytie praise her in front of mii but every saturdae i went to tuition she will be berri sleepy lolxx and sleep on the table or on the chair but she wun disturb us she is a good girl pet lolxx heehee do u noe tat cat had soft bone and they can go throught a small hole lolxx tat is mr lee said but it is the fact lolxx cat is so flexible heehee tat interesting....

oh ya and hope u all enjoy the video lolxx heehee

todae is so funny lolxx heehee at causeway point i told my mum to eat my dinner first den i will go home but after tat my mum said tat help her buy dinner and she will wait for mii outside the metro there so eat eat until hal;f way and as the aunty to help mii take away and i went to buy my mum dinner as i dun wanna my mum to wait so long and i took the dinner and going to go down the escalator juz outside timezone i saw someone with his family and at first i thought it was benjamin and i noe tat benjamin dun wear spectacles and it was his brother and benjamin is juz next to his brother

and i also saw his parent but benjamin did not saw mii and i forgotten how his parent look like liao le as i am quite a forgetful person lolxx heehee he did not saw mii as i noe everytime in skool i was juz in front of him he will not notice onli after a while den he say hi to mii and of course i respond back lah or if not i will tap his shoulder and say hi but i most likely wait for him to say hi to mii den i respond as i now he like dun like ppl to tap his shoulder juz like mii lolxx bcoz i heard tat tapping shoulder is giving bad luck lolxx heehee

after i saw him he and his family went to the fourth floor and wen i am at the escalator at the fourth floor reaching third floor den i sms him say tat i noe he is at causeway point and now at fourth floor i thought tat he will reply saying tat how do i noe and i will trick him saying tat i had thousand miles eye can see him lolxx but in the end he did not reply mii and i send him another message saying tat he not fun de did not reply mii humphxx but he got still reply mii lah at 9:33pm but i see the message at about 10pm lolxx in the message he said mii who am i and he told mii his new handphone number den i reply him back lah saying tat he dun noe who am i still dare to give mii his new handphone number and i am thinking lucky i noe him if not he get baffled he oso dun noe lolxx heehee

oh ya i had found a new friend todae his name is geo the sound is like joe he is so clever lolxx and his hand writing is so neat lolxx i lurve his hand writing so so neat && he is the class monitor too lolxx && he had a rabbit at home i never saw it before but i believe it muz be so so so cute lolxx how i wish i had a rabbit too lolxx heehee he is in the express class and i heard from my cousin say tat he is in the best express class lolxx and i think he is first in the level or in the class this i am not sure............ okay tat all i am going to say heehee gotta to go now byebye!!!!!!

sorry this few daes berri busy did not put any post lolxx but wen i am free i will post something but i muz have something to said first lolxx heehee.................

finally 2moro i am going to help my aunt but this time i am going to tanjong pager lolxx heehee but yesterdae i went to tuition mr lee and mrs lee lurve animals a lot they had 2 rabbits at home their name is pong and king but one of them bite...... but both of them are damn cute..... KAWAII NA htey are so cute how i wish to bring them home and make them as my pet lolxx heehee but i never forget meow meow she is the cat which mrs lee kept her in the tuition center i lurve rabbit a lot && rabbit is my favourite animal as rabbit is so cute and cuddlely lolxx but i dun had a pet how i wish i had a pet rabbit lolxx

i hope to see king and pong again lolxx but of course meow meow as i will see her everydae in the tuition center but poor meow meow as king and pong was here nobody care about meow meow lolxx heeheeh but king and pong both are male rabbits and meow meow is a female cat but meow meow look so firece so the rabbit was scared of meow meow but meow meow is cute too lolxx heehee

actually i dun noe wad to post todae lolxx maybe can said no mood to post anything ba bcoz i dun noe why todae i had this feeling tat tell mii tat i make friend with desmond yong zhi or maybe the other boy which is a friend tat i make is a subsitute friend of him bcoz i wanna to forget him but dun noe how maybe is bcoz i scared tat i had no shoulder to cry on or wad actually the truth is i dun noe at all mii myself dun noe wad to do or maybe the feeling had bcoz he confused my feeling i noe i am a bad gal i am not like wad mindy or sherlly i am not wad he muz push mii away i juz wanna to stay beside him i juz wanna him to happy and maybe juz dun wanna to be from his sight but i.........................

i juz dun noe i wanna to be friend with yong zhi maybe is wanna to take yong jing new or wad i dun noe who i really like maybe i like him is all my illusion and my wrong feeling ba i regret noeing him and maybe desmond and yong zhi and darren................... i wanna to said sorry to them for leting mii using them sometime i juz dun wanna to be with him or play with him as i noe wen he is around she will be there too so tat why now although i went to tuition at yew tee but i wish tat i could see him and tell him or maybe play with him without her i wanna to go back to the back where i can be alone with him without any problem

but wad is done is undone so maybe i will quietly help him without tellin anyone ba i juz wanna to give up slowly without he himself noeing too but i dun noe wad to do i think nobody can help mii lolxx i hope tat this will not left a scar in my heart lolxx

this week holidae is going to be another busy week for mii again lolxx as todae later i had a tuition to go to as to make up for last fridae tuition as i had workshop on last fridae and 2moro i had to help my aunt in her stall at bugis lolxx on wednesdae and thursdae i will be oso helping my aunt in her stall at bugis too but on fridae and saturdae will be a normal dae to mii now as it will be the same going yew tee for tuition lolxx heehee.......

i hope tat i had time to do my skool holidae homework as i dun noe wad will happen on next week or next next week i hope it will not be too busy like this two week lolxx heehee..........

juz now i went to causeway with my mother but wen we are going home tat time i saw some1 tat i should not be seeing him at all if not i will remember all the things tat he and his so called neighbour and my friend had make mii lolxx as this person named darren everytime we having councillor duties i do at level 2 and he is doing level 1 lolxx first few time i went go down and find him but after a few time i did not go down to level 1 but he will come up to level 2 to find mii and chat or read our story book together lolxx but everytime i tell my friend tat we had fun together and after duties darren and i will went up to our classroom level which is level 3 lolxx so we will slt on the bench together and chat but wen my friend come up i will still stay for a while and den i will tell him tat i had to go now my classmate is here and say goodbye to him and said tat having recess together or wadever thing lah den i will walk back to class lolxx but i think my friend jealous lolxx as she called darren to be cold to mii for one dae onli and she still dare to tell mii this u noe i was so hurt i dun ne i should forgive her a not but i think tat o should forgive her as everybody had one new chance lolxx but i hope tat she will not to it again lolxx

but i will alway remember tat we had our recess together and having fun as sometime we will had samwe duties places lolxx but i will oso remember tat everytime we walk up the stair and playing and darren will always make mii laugh and smiling back walking to classroom lolxx but last few week he like not going to meeting and all those tat is related to councillor lolxx like onli doing duties and we hardly meet and talk again lolxx i asked his friend why he like be a whole new person tat i dun noe lolxx the whole new darren tat i never meet before lolxx but i wanna to tell him to come back as the old darren tat i everytime been with tat person lolxx i oso wanna to tell him tat i did not look down on him and in councillor board plz dun care wad ppl think about u look down on u and if ppl look down on u plz prove ppl tat u can be better den wad u are now i think tat u are going to give on urself lolxx i hope tat will not be happening lolxx............